The headaches that is.

I thought that maybe I’d gotten rid of them but *sigh* it’s just not to be. But at least I know what’s causing these. Stress.

Lovely, I could live without, stress. Between the training and trying to keep up with normal work while said training is in progress…it was unavoidable. But when you come home at the end of the day and immediately go bed, something is off. I can’t believe that amount of pain I was in. Even after getting 10+ hours a sleep per day this weekend, they are still being persistent. I just can’t seem to keep the bastards at bay and it’s driving me mad.

I’ll be calling Dr. Garcia in the morning to see if there is anything to combat the stress headaches. Lortab simply doesn’t touch them because it’s just not that type of pain. The soma helps with the stressed muscles but not enough the destroy the headache.

I’ll be honest. The headaches scare me. It makes me think that I’m on the path to having another migraine induced stroke. Not something I really want to go through again. I’m also thinking, and I’m probably way off base here and it’s just the stress talking, but I may have a mild case/form whatever of depression. There are times when I simply break. When there is nothing I can do to stop the tears. But again, maybe that in itself is a form of stress relief.

Either way, something has to be done about the head.

And yes Danielle, I’m contacting that stupid dr tomorrow about the Lyrica. But if she tries to kill me again, I’m coming after you.