Yes, I stole that title from my facebook status…so shoot me.

Friday night showed me a glimmer of what my normalcy should be. However, Saturday dawned and normalcy decided to take a hike.

I am back to my normal cocktail of drugs but, as I have found out (the hard way I might add) they do not take you back to the way you were immediately. Stupid freaking doctors! Anyway…Saturday saw a panic attack early because I forgot how bad the muscle spasms in my chest were (hey isn’t that what the drugs are for??) So therefore Kel thinks she’s having a damn heart attack even though she knows good and well that her heart is just peachy and she’s freaking for nothing. And you know what happens when you have a panic attack right? Yup…you guessed it. You tense up and you hurt even worse. So guess where I spent most of Saturday? Ye ole couch. Even though I hate her, she was my best friend.

The only thing good that came from Saturday was this:

snowman

Greg stole it for me during Dirty Santa at our local SCCA Christmas party. See…he really does love me.

Today has been better, though not perfect. I will be going back to work tomorrow though it’s not going to be fun since they took me away from my fav attorney. hummppph.